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[childroland]

I sat with you everyday
laughed as the days faded away
I wanted to tell you so badly,
but I didn't have the strength.
Then he came,
and he did have the strength.
he said the words, the words I couldn't say.
You were his, and I was all alone.
Now I have found my strength,
and have made a love of my own,
but i still think back to what could have been,
yet each time I find,
I wouldn't have it any other way.

next one...

What can I say to make you understand?
What words must I say to show you I care?
There is nothing I wouldn't say to let you know.
Nothing could make me turn you away.
No words are strong enough to break the ones I want to say.
If only I could find the strength to let you know
That every second you aren't there beside me,
Is another second that never seems to end.
I want to tell you how much I care,
How much I would do to keep you near,
but everytime I try to tell you
my mouth becomes dry,
and my speech becomes slurred.
Why can't I just tell you,
" I love you?"



next again...


"Goodbye"
The word I hate to hear you say,
yet I know I have to hear you say it.
I watch the clock waiting, just waiting
afraid that you will say that dreaded word,
and then the time comes, and you say the word I so despise.
At that moment the clock stops,
everything moves so slowly,
and every second becomes an eternity away from you.
As time moves on I watch the clock waiting.
To hear your voice say the word I love the most.
"Hello"


I have tons more, but this is all for now ^_^

[Marluxiaswife]

i love your poem, you write good poems

[childroland]

thanks anyways I'm addin two more ^^


I want to fall to my knees and beg,
but i know you would only laugh.
You always did find me pathetic.
It's half the reason you are leaving.
I know you hated him,
but we aren't ready for you to leave.
I hate him just as much as you,
but you have to stay.
Without you we can't make it.
We need you,
and the sad thing is I don't know how to tell you.
A thousand ways to say it,
and a thousand ways to lose my voice.
Why can't I just let you know?
What is it I am so afraid of?
I know if I stay silent you'll go,
and then we will have to suffer.
I need to find my voice.
I need you to know that we need you,
and i think he needs you to.


and


I know you're watching us.
The three of us have always known.
You spend your days fighting for control.
In all honesty I can't blame you.
It's hard to let go of the things you love.
You keep pushing with these silly rules,
yet all they do is push us further away.
We don't want to be pushed away anymore.
All we want is to be close,
and to spend those last few years with you.
Why can't you just accept that we have grown up?
Why can't you just give up control.
If you could then maybe just maybe
We could spend those last few years together.
Instead of steadily drifting apart...

[Marluxiaswife]

i love this poem too!

[childroland]

thanks glad you like em ^^

well I'm addin two more!

Why do you cry?
is it for those who we have lost?
is it for every day he is gone?
I weep when I think of your pain.
Everytear you shed is three shed by me.
Why is it that you make me feel this way?
Why does your pain hurt me so?
So many times I tried to run,
only to be brought back by thoughts of you.
Why is it that I am bound to your voice?
Am I forever to be a slave to you?
lost in this love forever longing to know,
That you will always love me back...


and...


How can you trust me?
the one who has no faith in you.
I watch you waiting for you to betrat me,
and you look away knowing I won't abandon you.
Is this even fair?
Can I truely say I care?
Do I deserve the trust you show me?
Can a man who places his friends under contracts,
be worthy of trust from others?
Please, don't believe in me.
It makes my failures so much more painful,
to know I've failed you too.

[childroland]

I sit here alone
Thinking about my life
It seems I spent so much time alone
I don't know how to act,
now that I've found you
I keep asking myself,
am I clutching too tight?
am I not clutching enough?
should I call?
should I wait another day?
I want to do this right
To make this last forever,
but I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I want to make you happy
I fear I'll make you cry,
but now that I think,
I realize I'm the one crying
I don't want to put this on you
make you listen to my woes
You've so much to worry about,
are my troubles worth your time?
You tell me you want to hear,
that you want to help me through,
but I'm afraid to tell you
Too afraid of what you'll think
I guess I should have more faith
I should give you faith deserved
You've never let me down,
and I know you never will,
yet when you ask me to talk
My mouth grows dry,
and my lips lock up,
I can't tell you how I feel
I'm too scared of what you'll think
I wish I had the courage
To spill the world to you
I know if I asked,
you wouldn't hide the truth
unlike me,
you wouldn't hide behind fake smiles,
or promise me you're alright,
knowing that you aren't
I wish I were like you,
That I had the strength,
to tell you how I feel,
but unlike you
I'm afraid,
I'm afraid of what you'll think
I'm afraid that you will hate me,
and leave me here alone,
by myself forever,
forever all alone

and


I ran and I slipped in the snow
I fell on my bum,
slidding down out big hill
I got back up,
and tried to climb back up,
but I kept falling back down
my feet were now frozen
my cheeks numb
you looked at my laughing,
and you simply asked,
"Why not take the stairs?"
I turned away embarrased
Slowly I took the stars,
I reached the top,
and looked up at you,
then simply I said
"why a clutz like me?"
You laughed,
and told me happily,
"you make me laugh when I'm down,
you care how I feel,
through thick and thin,
you'll be there to get me through,
You're all I could want,
and all that I need,
don't you see,
I love you!"
I smiled at him,
and our lips met,
then I slipped up,
and together we slid,
down the hill on our bums