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[Owen Macwere]

I wrote this today, not my best, but I tried to explain more than care for words or poem's rules.

I am too tired of fighting
Too tired of running
Of walking these roads
Searching for an answer
Too tired of being here
Hunted by my past
These painful memories
I am too tired of fighting
Of crying these tears
And facing my fears
I am too tired of reality
Too tired of life
It is time for a rest
A long eternal rest
So let me lie down my head

I felt enough pain
And shed enough blood
I had enough chances
Of battling my world
I am too tired of fighting
These losing battles
And of standing here
Alone on this abandoned rock
In this empty valley
Holding my head high
With false pride
My sword in my hand
Ready to strike
To protect my remain life
From being hurt by them
I'm too tired of trying
To live
So let me lie down my head

I tried so much before
To be the perfect guy
My family's black sheep
And I am growing tired
Of seeing my tries going to vain
I'm too tired of facing my sins
My past
My memories
Too tired of smiling
And trying to heal my deep wounds
I'm too tired of trying
To make you love me
Too tired of pretending
To be their friend
The good listener and helper
I'm to tired of living this lonely
Seeing darkness before my eyes
And living for people who don't want me
I'm too tired of being a human
Of pushing my days forward
I'm too tired of this rotten
Today is like yesterday
And tomorrow would be just like today
I am giving up to life
Let it take me away
I need to feel peaceful
I don't want to worry any more
I've had enough of life
So let me go
Let me lie down my head
Let me go to bed
I need eternal rest
Forever….

Comments are welcome, guys.

[Polaris]

Originally Posted by Owen Macwere

Today is like yesterday
And tomorrow would be just like today

One of ur best lines, Owen!