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 Ah, another day of whatever. I didn't really do much today, and iM pretty tired. Good night.
10-22-2002, 12:02 AM
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| Hey Sonic. Well today I started Work Study. It's where you work after school for your tuition. It wasn't that bad. Well, I'll be doing that every day after school until Christmas Break. I better start getting used to it.
10-22-2002, 12:14 AM
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| October 22, 2002 - 2:37 PM Well, things went the way I thought they would with that chick from Israel - I have tried to talk to her 3 times since Thursday and have been snubbed each time. Guess the fun we had was just a spirit of the party kind of thing. As a result of this things have really been bugging me and I have started working out twice as hard as I normally do - sure I am sore right now but at least things arn't bothering me. I worked out as hard as I could yesterday and today and things seem a little better now. Exercise really is the best cure for anger. Got a marketing test tomarrow and I should read over my last section of notes for a little while this afternoon and then probably I will get together with Joey and study for a while tonight. I am not worried about the test - I find all these business course pretty easy. I am going to stay at Matt's this weekend - going to talk to him tonight to find out if I am going there Wednesday night or Thursday morning. Paul is going head to Matt's place to so it is going to be GREAT fun. Then I will head back to residence on Sunday. This will help me to forget about things! Ciao.
10-22-2002, 07:45 PM
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| Hey diary, Stuff goes and I'm still here ,What am i to do?
10-24-2002, 03:18 PM
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| Damn sony and their antimodchip ways! Another attempt of a Magic 2 Modchip in a ps2, falure! This is my 4th total modchip installation. 2 on psx, 2 on ps2... Started looking into these things called clips that make installing so much eaiser by reducing the number of wires that need sauderd from 20+ to just 5! *ponders why i never heard of these things before...* This concludes my entry for october 27th, 2002. *looks at modchip* evil.......
10-28-2002, 02:22 AM
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| Tuesday, October 29th, 2002 Music - Creed Mood - Unsure Entry the 2nd (hopefully my computer will not freeze this time!) Hey, Kind of a weird day. Things were pretty good for most of it but got kind of bad after dinner. Not as bad as last Tuesday but still bad nonetheless. I just went sleep for about 2 1/2 hours and when I got up I was feeling better. I worked out for a while after and that made me feel even better. I saw Limour at the elevator tonight and talked to her for a minute. I think I am going to ask her to have a drink with me on Thursday - I have said that before but I think I have the confidence to do it now. I may be shot down but you know what? I may not be so I might as well try. Got a humanities test tomorrow on politics and the inhumnaity of mankind. Pretty easy but I am going to study with Joey for a while tomorrow morning because he seems to be a having a bit of trouble with some of it. Oh well, I don't have a problem doing that. Paintball was great fun last night - I was fun to go out with the people from residence and just let loose and have fun. I should get going and take a shower - I don't think I will spend the rest of the night covered in sweat! 
10-30-2002, 03:29 AM
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 Just found out this forum existed. This month was filled with both uncertainty, and a lessened state of uncertainty. I broke up with my GF shortly after the month began. It was difficult, because while she kissed me (I guess to make me feel better), she wouldn't two days later. I had no idea how she really felt, despite her telling me that she didn't want it to end this way (or whatever...she didn't say that, but she didn't want it to be like this. It's not something I can phrase). So there were weeks where I tried to be friendly, but at the end of the week my 'rebound' state of mentality got to me and I told her bluntly that I needed time off. I signed off aim and icq, and ambitioned to leave for a month at least. At the end of the weekend I returned, and by then my ex was so upset that she gave me some sort of 'hmph' version of silent treatment. Like she would talk to me, but not very well. She eventually told me that she didn't like it when I left, and that she was worried about me. We became friends again, and I had no problem chatting with her. That is until I visited. It quickly became one of those weekend retreat thingies, if you know what I mean. I couldn't get away with much outside of the bedroom, but it was almost as if we were together again....at least the intimacy part. I almost got lost in the moment; completely forgot that we weren't together. Now we're just chilling. It's all good.
10-30-2002, 09:34 PM
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