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 Monday, September 28th, 2002 - 8:34 AM Diary, Been quite a while since I have written anything in the Daily Grind. Hmm...college is going quite well so far - all my courses are fine and I especially love my humanities course. Living in residence has been a lot better than I thought it would be as well. My classes only go until 2:30 on Mondays so I will have a chance to check out that Italian bakery on the corner. Some time this week I need to get a new keyboard to, as my spacebar key is basically not working anymore. I will do it Thursday (I have no classes on Thursdays) or on Friday (only one class on Fridays!) Ya, looks like it is time to go. A new day awaits...
09-09-2002, 01:50 PM
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| Tuesday, September 10, 2002 - 8:09 AM Diary, Another day of classes today - well actually only 3 classes and I will be finished at 1:30 PM today. Probably won't have any reading assigned so that will mean 2 days without homework - fun fun. I had some really messed-up and distrubing dreams all last night - would have been nice to talk to someone about them but I don't want to really open up to the people I have met here at residence quite yet. They are great to hang around with and everything but I don't know...maybe in the future I will feel comfortable opening up to them but maybe not - I have always been a private person. Whoever is reading this is probably saying to themselves - "dreams still bother this guy 18 days before his 19th birthday?!" Well most of the time they don't but it is quite unsettling to see many of your darkest fears play themselves out. Oh well - I am fine now so fun fun silly willy! Oh ya - I checked out that Italian bakery at the Humber & 27 corner and found it was exactly what I wanted! Now I can start getting food I am use to! Later!
09-10-2002, 01:30 PM
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| Yes, it is I. I went to a party this very night. I've just come back home, and I'm scared. We shared the same drinks, and one of us, actually, I, noticed that there was blood on the tip of one of the cups. I pointed it out, and the others suddenly said "aids". I was shocked. I still am. What if we've been spreading HIV to each other? I don't really know what to do, if I am HIV positive. It jus freaks me out to think about it. Here's the best part; I am followed by bad luck. Every single problem I've encountered have been slamming my life through the mud. Why should this be different? I'll find this out as soon as I can. I'm so depressed. I keep telling myself that it's a fifty/fifty, but it isn't. It is as if my mind tells me that I'm doomed. edit: I just found out, that I have to wait for 3 months to get an accurate result. I'm afraid I won't be able to keep my sanity until that time comes. Until then, I probably won't be as active on the internet as I am now. This really stresses me. Last edited by Bulldog; 09-13-2002 at 11:55 PM.
09-13-2002, 11:41 PM
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| Friday, September 20, 2002 - 10:54 Hey, Things are still going really well a college - the only really annoying thing was last night. People were totally loaded at 3:30 AM and it made it very hard to sleep - oh well; an annomous call to security took care of that! Hmm...birthday number 19 in 8 days - sweet! Matt is coming to stay at the residence for that weekend and it is going to be a hell of a party! My legs are still terribly sore from that 1 1/2 to 2 hour game of floorhockey I played on Wednesday night. Two days later and I can barely bend my legs! Even though I do a lot of running my legs still seemed to get really sore - weird. Only have one class today from 12:40 until 1:30 - my stupidly easy math class. My college schedule is so sweet - no classes Thursdays, one 50 minute class Fridays. Only two classes on Tuesdays! Since I made my decisions on Monday about my life I have found that I am much happier and am feeling a lot better about myself and my life. Fun Fun. Later.
09-20-2002, 04:11 PM
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| Man, I have a feeling that some people hate me because I'm not like them. I have a feeling people don't like the things I do, or what I "promote". I'm automatically thinking that my thread is viewed as spam by some, that they just want to have a reason to hate me. ;_; I feel unloved all of the sudden. 
09-27-2002, 04:06 AM
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