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 Dear bill Last night whie trying to avoid sleep i hd revelation i've decided not to be myself as i'm not a likeable person. I'm going to give out a false persona after all if you look happy it reflects on everything that you do. Also decided that being a stone overweight is nto good i'm going to atempt to reach my physical peak of two years ago.
08-05-2002, 02:30 PM
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| Dear Diary, Me and my bros have a new lil pet hamster!!! IT'S SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!! we spent the whole day watching it!!!^^ we still can't think of a name tho... C!Ya!Bki
08-08-2002, 09:13 PM
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| Today I finally sold my car. No reaction. I think my brain still doesn't get it. Whatever. I still have the other one. Yes I
08-09-2002, 08:36 PM
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| It's almost 6:00 A.M. where I am right now. I woke up at 4:00 A.M. and I havn't been able to fall asleep since then. I really need to be asleep, because today is my first day of high school, but I can't fall asleep, im too nervous. Besides, no point in going to sleep now when im going to be awakened in about 30 minutes. I feel so nervous, im going to a new school where I won't know anyone, I don't know what to expect. Well, might as well start getting ready now...later.
08-12-2002, 12:16 PM
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| Time to get a job or something. I don't know what I'm doing, but it seems I don't have as much online time as I would like to. I admit, I can't read every post in every thread any longer. There you go. Time's running away again. Bye.
08-13-2002, 03:06 PM
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| Dear Diary-thing-a-ma-bob! 'Tis me again. I changed my avatar and sig and I really like it. I didn't really like the movie, but who cares! Oh the subject of why I'm upset. I called Justin the other day......and he was really quiet and sounded depressed, and he wasnt answering my questions, so I figured out that there was probably someone in the room, and I asked him if someone was in the room, and he said YES, and I said okay...Are you grounded? and he said yeah, and I went through ALL the possible theories why he got grounded, because he couldn't say. I think he either got caught with drugs, which would make me mad, because he said he's only 'tried' one type ONCE, or...he tried to run away/kill himself. Those are the only possible things. I kinda hope it's the drug one, but when I asked him if he tried to hurt himself or kill himself, his voice was different when he said No....so....I'm really afraid for him right now ><;;; I seriously hope he's okay. I miss him v.v; And, I found a neeeew message board I love to post at now. safe Haven. It's....just the best thing since this. I mean, This message board is super spiffy, but I can talk about my mentalness and SIing in safe Haven and they understand. It's great. I love it. -Whistles- ^^;;; Luv y00, diary thing xD; (If anyone reads this, cross your fingers for my friend Justin, that he didn't do anything stupid...Thanks ^^)
08-18-2002, 11:14 PM
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| How could you do that to me you (i don't want to swear).I will not retrogress and fall back down the ladder.i will climb onto your plateau and step on your head in order to get onto the first rung of your ladder. You are stepping on my fingers and i'm a little hurt,what did i do to you?anyway no matter what you do you cannot stop progress,my progress. one day after years of your stagnation after you become bitter and angry and useless.i'll look down on you and call your name, you'll remember and you won't regret(it is beyond your capacity as a human).Then i will spit on your head and you will scream and then leap as high as you can,but you will not reach me you can't, your not nearly close enough.So sit there and smile unwittingly,you are not aware of what's in store.Mwa ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!
08-31-2002, 12:08 PM
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