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#57  Insomnia I can't sleep, and so here I am at 2:00 a.m. posting that I can't sleep. Wow. I had to leave work today because I started crying. I was so embarrassed. On a happier note, I saw Spiderman and it was really good. You should all see it if you haven't. I get to be out of school soon, and I am very happy about it. I don't like high school. I like to sleep in. I am much better than in my last post. Sorry to be depressing. Well now I'm tired so lets see if I can sleep. Have a good night/day, and see Spiderman. RA |
05-20-2002, 09:45 AM
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| | Hey Diary, Today was pretty hectic at work. Kelly left a whole bunch of crap for me to do & it's pissing me off. I did it anyway since I'm not lazy like her. She's trying to be nice to me, but I've got the feeling that she's got some kind of hidden agenda. I need to watch her. Kelly's never nice to me or anyone for that matter. I'm going to key the hell out of her car if she keeps this up... Came home & Jay didn't leave anything for me to eat. **Sighs**damn. I'm hungry. I'm eating cheez-it & drinking Sprite. I'm too tired to cook right now... - jinzai  |
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05-21-2002, 08:00 AM
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| Banned | Dear thing, I'm very very exhausted. It's 7:25 and I CAN'T SLEEP! *smashes head* Ugh. I was just looking in the mirror, and i noticed how cool i look. That's how tired I am. I began posing, and looking into my eyes for like 10 minutes. I gotta get pics of myself. Man..i wish i could just pass out but my brain won't stop thinking..stop brain, stop. |
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05-21-2002, 01:29 PM
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 | Tuesday, May 21, 2002 - 9:01 AM Diary, Spent quite a while just thinking about things last night; so many roads already chosen, so many that still need to be chosen - really puts you into deep thought. Got up really early today; didn't feel like sleeping in today so I am going to pick up some groceries this morning. I think after that I will meet Matt and Paul for lunch; ya, that sounds like a plan. Guess that's enough for right now - I should probably look at going... |
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05-21-2002, 03:06 PM
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| | My mom caught me cutting myself today. She was very upset. I didn't want her to find out because she has enough to worry about and she blames herself for these things. But it is completely my fault. She is sending me to a psycologist on Friday, whopee. They just tell me the same thing, all of these stupid people, about how I just need to get over Brett and that I need to grow up but they don't understand how I feel. On a lighter note I tried to dye my blond hair black and it turned blue. It is a very interesting navy color. It is absolutely hilarious, and I think I'll keep my hair blue for a while for fun. You should see the looks on peoples' faces, because this is very unlike me. But I think I lke this new erratic behavior patten. |
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05-21-2002, 06:31 PM
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| | Hey Diary... It's about 10 something here right now & I'm (pathetically) watching some corny movie on TNT. Today's payday @ work, but they messed something up on my pay & I'm extremely pissed...don't these people know I've got bills to pay?!?  wtf?I'm hungry...I didn't eat breakfast. I think I can wait until lunchtime, though. Maybe I'll pick something up before I head to work... - jinzai |
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05-21-2002, 06:37 PM
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