[P] Never Before; Never Again

I sank down into my coat, not wanting to be seen
I would hide from the world, never again to show my face, ashamed of what I had been
Never again would anyone know who I am or who I once was
Never again would anyone know exactly what I mean.

For as I cover my I cover myself as I run
I can only hide, turn away from you, lost to a world scorched by the sun
Never again could I show my face in this world
Never again could I hold in my hand the gun

Never before had I thought that something like this could happen
And now, never again, will I have the chance to make a better decision

It is shame you use to tear me apart
It was here, weapon in hand, that you brought me to regret the nature of my heart
Never before had I denied my identity
Never before had I regretted my start

So start the trial already so it can end
So start the trial, deal your verdict, go ahead and send me where you would send
Never before had I dreamed this would happen
Never before had I dreamed this would be the end

Never before had I thought that something like this could happen
And now, never again, will I have the chance to make a better decision