Here's something I was tossing around in my mind a couple nights ago while lying in bed.
Dammit, I can't sleep. This headache won't go away -- I'm tired as hell -- but sleep just won't come. I'd get up to write but I'm too lazy. Staring at the ceiling is somewhat soothing. The streetlight outside casts a pale light in through the window. I like it.
Somebody open up that window. I feel trapped in here. OK, I will. That's nice. Back to the bed.
What the hell? Is my light flashing on and off? Oh, I get it, it's just lighting.
I wish I wasn't sober right now. That'd be real nice.
I think I'm getting headaches because I'm not eating enough. I wake up at 1, and even if I'm hungry, I can't stand the thought of eating. My mouth... too dry. Maybe I'll eat some bread. So I eat dinner later, and that ends up being the only meal of the day. Yeah, that's why I'm getting headaches.
Another random though enters my head, stopping my smooth flow into sleep. I've got too much on my mind with nothing to think about. What does that add up to?
Insomnia.
To be continued. |